yuu-kang

I am sorry that I haven't been on this account.  I decided to make a new one a while ago, but kept forgetting to mention it.  I have a new dA.  If you still want to follow my dA, then i'll write down my new username and info at the bottom of this jounal entry.

I won't be posting any more art onto this account, but i will keep it up for people who still want to look at it or something...  I don't know.  I feel that i should keep this account to look back at some of my older stuff and keep it up.

I also have a new Tumblr.  If you wish to follow, then I will put that info on the bottom of this entry as well.
If you want to follow my pixiv, then I'll put that info down as well.

Sorry about the inconvenience.

Tumblr:  jae-urimarimo.tumblr.com
New dA:  urimarimo.deviantart.com
Pixiv ID #:  4908650

As some people may have noticed, i have not been very active on deviant art.  That is probably because i got favorites from the drawings that were mostly fanart.  not that that's bad.  but all were Hetalia and i have been pretty sick of it.  Not saying i dislike Hetalia, but if that's all i'm getting comments and favorites and other stuff for, then i don't really want to draw it anymore.  Not really that much into it anymore anyway.  i don't even think a lot of my work is good enough to get Faves and stuff.  I probably fave things a lot that i really like and feel inspired by, but other than favoriting and commenting on art, i won't really upload much on deviant art.  i might upload some other things later if i feel more comfortable with it, but that will be later.

I love getting crtiques about my art.  like...  really hard, harsh critiques.  i feel that it helps me improve on my art, but instead i end up getting history lessons as comments and for one of them i had to scroll to read the whole thing.  frankly, that's not the kind of comment i want on Deviant Art.  So, i feel uncomfortable uploading artwork on here.

anyways...

i have tumblr blogs...
i will probably upload more there than here so if you want to see then go here:

  ellen-neah.tumblr.com/


so yeah....

i won't stop drawing fan art from the anime/manga/comics/etc. that i love, but i wish the content was not the only reason for people to favorite my art/drawings.   (bad grammar....  >3<)

Okay....  So I'm really bored and i have been drawing the same thing over and over again.  i have no inspiration really and was wondering if anyone wanted to do a art trade with me?

Summer vacation is nice and all, but there is nothing to do and it gets really boring.

i will do no more than 2 or 3 art trades at a time..... if anyone is willing to do one with me..






Also, i've been getting really into D. Gray-man again after such a long time~  xD  i just can't wait for what's going to come next!  >3<
Also, KHR and Ao no Exorcist are series i'm really getting into right now~

hey~  i haven't really uploaded much on devianart lately.  i have sketched a lot of stuff and i guess i did upload a little bit, but not in a long time.  

i've been drawing a bit too much D. Gray-man on my spare time and a lot of Genderbending.  also making some OCs because i haven't done that in years.  i've only been drawing fan art and such.  school ended some time ago i just never said anything.  summer is fun and all, but there is nothing to do but games, computer, watch anime, read manga and such.  it gets boring after a while...  =3=  i've been drawing and reading fanfictions to help with my boredom, but still....  not going to school is nice but at least there was something for me to do...  oh well.

anyway, my scanner sucks so i don't think i will upload my sketches....  but i feel the need to upload them so maybe i will..  ugh.  i'm so indecisive...  TT^TT  well....  yeah....

1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
I think i can handle it.

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
i don't remember....  i don't text much anyway....

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
Not really....

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
around 6:30 pm April 12, 2011.  on the phone with my dad

5. What are you excited for?
May 27th.

7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
um...  i don't really remember but i think it was my Dad.

8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
water bottle....

9. Have a best friend?
not sure really....

10. Are you scared to fall in love?
Kind of.

11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Yes

12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
my "mother".....   

13. What time is it right this second?
9:45 PM

14. What do you want right now?
a nice life where i don't have to feel f***ing depressed all the time....

15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
um....  

16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
single

17. When was the last time you cried?
just now

18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
...................................................................................  with my father, then yes.  
my "mother".....  

19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
Yes.

20. How fast does your mind change?
pretty fast....  depending on what i'm deciding on.

21. I bet you miss somebody right now.
nope...  not at the moment.

22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
OK?  no.  i don't feel ok.

23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
i don't know.  

24. Tell me what's on your mind?
................

25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Fanime. summer break.

26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
yep~

27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
sometime today....  i don't remember the time.

28. When is your next road trip?
idk.

29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
no.

30. How's your heart?
physically: beating and keeping me alive  
emotionally: well, as of now, not so great.  TT^TT

31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
Yes.

32. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
I don't know.

33. What are you planning on doing after this?
more computer and read fanfiction

34. Next time you will kiss someone?
hmmm.......

35. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Yep.

36. Who do you not get along with?
um....  some people...

37. What does you 3rd recent text say?
one word response "Yes"

38. What are you wearing right now?
Black T-shirt w/ Panda on it and shorts....

39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
it would be Awkward.......

40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
um...  elementary school?

41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
as of now, i don't have any/

42. How did you feel when you woke up?
"grr.....  15 more minutes...... "

43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
sometimes....

44. Do you crack your knuckles?
....yes.....

45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
reading

46. What are your LEGAL initials?
YK

47. Who's the first B in your contacts?
my contacts go with last name so....  Bello

48. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
i don't remember.....

49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
Yeah

50. Explain your last awkward moment?
no.  don't wanna

51. Are you afraid of the dark?
sometimes.

52. Do you have good vision?
no.  and i lost my glasses.  my vision isn't horrible so i can see pretty clearly, but i feel they are getting worse...

53. Have you ever tripped someone?
yep

54. Have you ever slapped someone?
no

55. Are you Irish?
no

56. Do you use chap stick?
sometimes.

57. Do you have any scars?
yep, from being a major tomboy annd scratches from my cat

58. Is there someone you will never forgive?
Yes.

59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
No

60. Name the last person to text you?
my dad

61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
if we love each other

62. Can you go in public looking like you do?
Yeah.

63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a A?
no

64. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
the side that doesn't have my stuff all over it.

65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
IDK

66. Do you fall for people easily?
No

67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
yes

68. Do you miss the way things used to be?
sometimes, but then again, it was probably no better than now so...  no

69. Song you're thinking of right now?
Ai wo Komete Hanataba wo

70. Want someone back in your life?
no

71. Will tomorrow be better than today?
hopefully

72. What's the color of the shirt you are wearing?
Black.

73. Who was the first friend that you had?
i don't remember

74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
yes

75. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
Yes..?

76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
usually forced but there are times when i have awesome people with me that make me smile~

77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
not really

78. What do you wear when you sleep?
Depends.

79. Are you obsessed with something right now?
kind of........  o3o

80. The first person you loved is?
my parents.

81. Something terrible happened with you?
yea

82. You are locked up with someone you love, what happens?
i don't know.!!!!!!!!!!   

83. If you could wish something, what would it be?
As many wishes as I wanted.

84. Ever forced someone to do something?
Yes.

85. When you are alone, what do you think about?
Depressing things, happy things, etc.

86. How was your first kiss?
um....  now if i ever had a first kiss, i would be able to answer, but i never have.

87. What's your favorite music genre?
not sure.

88. Are you going to tag people to do this?
anyone who sees this~  xD